| well guys i have offically got a myspace now so i gave into it already!!!! whoever wants to be a friend on there just look me up. http://www.myspace.com/ngabilious |
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| Well here iam again updating letting everyone who reads this that im doing ok. Well first of all im not working at Ross anymore i left, hopefully ill be going back to Hobby Lobby again it will be a far drive but a job is a job. Me and Harry are doin ok i guess.... We are moving together and he is trying to get his kids back from cps so whenever the kids come home i start playing stepmom!how fucking fun!!!! Then soon after that we are suppose to get a 3 bedroom house which should be fun and hopefully me and him will actually make it because i do like him alot i might even say i love him if he wasnt such a tough ass!!! The only problem is trusting him! I know if u dont have trust in someone in a relationship then there's no point in being with that person but a part of does trust him but there's a big part of me that doesnt due to the fact that within the 2 months we were together he had gotten head from one of his friends as a bet but who in the hell will bet that?tell me ppl? My mom is still in jail and i miss her so much i really need her in my life right now especially with this situation that i have going on right now. Oh yeah guys and i started going to school as dental assistant so i should be done with school by june and then in doing my exterenship from the mid of june to oct.8. so im happy because when i just turned 22yrs i will be a registered dental assisitant in the state of texas. yay me!!!!!!!!!! Well until next time this is all i got for now ill update soon again... |
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| hey guys its me once again. well just wanted to post and let everyone know im still alive!haha im working at Ross clothing store and i plan to start going to school soon if everything goes as plan. Well this whole time as all of u know ive been fucking up but now its my 3rd chance to make things right. My sister and I got a 3 bedroom house, im getting a new car which is awesome. And on the plus side i met this guy and i really like him but hopefully it doesnt go to crap just like last time with Ross. I just dont want to end up getting hurt again i really like this one and i pray he feelings the same way too. Anyways last person ive talked to was Al and im happy to still have her in my life well at least we talk on the phone every now and then. I dont know if i told neone but my mom ended up in jail for the next 12 years!! like what the fuck right? everything was going good until 6 months ago well mothers day to be exact. to cut it short it wasnt her fault it was her husbands and she ended up getting 12 years total but hopefully she will make it on parole next sept. I turned 21 in october for those of you who forgot about me well guys thats all im ok and if neone needs to get in contact with me just leave me a message on here and ill try to get back with who ever. |
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| well hello everyone!!!!!i havent been to slept all night and im wide awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Im here listening to fucking MEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELL YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! neways umm life hasnt been going good lately ive been stressing out alot! And i hate everything that is going on in my life i have to deal with so much shit that a fucking 20 year old shouldnt have to deal with dude!!!!! like im to young for all this shit that my fam wants me to take on..there like trying to hold me back ffom going to school i mean i want to go to college and shti and get a carreer and shit.but neways enough of that stuff!!!!!!!!! i have no idea what to talk about dude my like brain is everywhere its like runing around like crazy dude like i dont even know what to fucking do or say im going crazy!!!!!!!!!! im going to go because i have no idea what im talking about and i have no idea whsat the hell is going on right now.Now im listening to THE USED now and there fucking aweseome and im high and i feel so loopy happy fuck i dont know!!!!!! |
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| Well guys i have been brained washed i went to myspace but im never on that one cause i like xanga more i know how to work with xangas better than fucking my space.lol but neways things havebeen going pretty much down hill for me right now. I mean yall know im living with christina and she's planning on moving somewhere else and like ive been stressing if she wants me to go with her to her new place or what and i really need to know that way i can save money and get my own little place. But i love her and i want to move in with her but i dont know she wants me too nemore and i know why and i dont blame her but like i told her i can stop smoking if it bothers her that much ill do it for her i love that bitch!!!!! But what i dont understand is why does she have to move so far to get away from all the drugs i mean i can wuit like nothing i can say no and not talk to ppl who sell or nething like that i can resist it. i dont know neways but my life is fucking stressing me out im about ready to go kill myself or do something really stupid!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE THE WORLD SUCKS LIFE SUCKS ESPECIALLY MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GABBY |
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